elevation

this will be when
you'll finally think of me
but with you i could be mistaken

you have your rock solid ground
how could i possibly forget
all i know i'm elevating off it

salute*

3:39 AM;
and the camera clicked away

my thanks is laced with sarcasm

a week ago
a casual meeting didn't feel casual
a forced celebration
no passengers
when they started to be self sufficient
so the value drops
and so does everything
to take the head
and clear the fuzz
which calculated to 100 mins
and estimated to 2wenty dollars of gas
only to make matter's worse

3:36 AM;
and the camera clicked away

screwed nikkie_98

Attention:-

my current msn is screwed up.
i can only derieve the following

1) msn apparently does not value long service users

2) someone loves me so much, they are taking over my msn

3) nikkie is getting screwed(no pun intended)

therefore please add me at my new msn.

misplaced_insanity@hotmail.com

thank you very much.

4:41 AM;
and the camera clicked away

can you say magenta

I had a wonderful-fun-filled-joyous-majestic-
filledwithsweettreatsandlove thursday.

I hope you're day is mighty fine too.

I wanna scream and shout for the beauty.

Leave me be in my world of glowing magenta neon love.

People tell me your complains and whining
when i'm not having a glowing magenta neon day.

*curtsy*

3:20 AM;
and the camera clicked away

she's not good enough for you

she's not the first girl you'll notice
she's not the girl who made you believe in love at first sight
she's not the prettiest girl you've seen
she's not the most sexy girl you've met
she's not the girl who's lips you longed to kiss
she's not the girl who keeps you awake in the night
she's not the one to wash your sorrows away

she's not all that
that's the reason, she's not yours

2:27 AM;
and the camera clicked away

rip off

we got front row seats to each other's affection
i know that the music's fine like sparklin' wine
won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it
and i'll keep you my dirty little secret

3:47 AM;
and the camera clicked away

complete surprise

it seems that when you have fallen for someone
every action or contact is utter bliss
even a simple message, gesture, whatever you name it
means so much that you wish it could be on repeat mode

i wanna gush so much about you
but i wouldn't know where to start baby
because of you
i catch myself smiling for no apparent reason

12:52 AM;
and the camera clicked away

misplaced insanity

he has the tendency to date bimbos
wait bimbos are an understatement
they have looks to cover up for the loss of their brains
well basically he just seems to be attracted
to really really dumb girls
he showed me a msg which came from this girl he's dating

"Are giraffes extinct creatures?"

he replied to her :-
"nope they aren't darling."

my reply would have been :-
"honey, are you extinct? and there's the answer to your question"

by the way, i'm in awed she knew what creatures were

1:14 AM;
and the camera clicked away

trouble addict

i certainly do not appreciate
having other people control how i feel
but for you its an exception
a very big exception

he's trouble, she knows
and when she looks deep into his brown eyes
he can't help but look away
for he's afraid of her seeing
right through him that he has in fact
fallen for her

12:01 AM;
and the camera clicked away

shallow one

2 hrs ago
i was so exhausted
that if i burst out laughing
i might actually have had an overexhaustion spasm

but just as i thought
nothing perks you up like that red sinful can
non other than coca-cola

so the main intention to blog was to bring up this
should height affect one in courtship
think of it from a girl's side
of course all girls want a taller guy
preferably ones that are a head taller so that our heads
can snugly fit onto their shoulder
well what happens when roles are reversed
or should i say height
what if actually its the guy's head that fit snugly
on the girl's shoulder
imagine what happens when she wears heels
i guess you do have to give the guy credit
for aiming sky high then again,
it boils down to how he treats the girl
but like its been said on Oprah
it doesn't make a difference in bed
seriously for my part, height matters
but like a spoilt tape
it's been seen too many times
what you want, is never quite so easy to attain

and power, is still a huge turn on
an easy target for destruction but
also a beautiful aim for attraction

12:38 AM;
and the camera clicked away

guess who

unless you've lived under a huge rock
and had the phobia of facing the world
you've met people who takes art to a new form
the art of masking themselves
it basically contains 2wo parts:-
- the real self
- and the invented self

usually, ordinary people who are non-wannabes artists
only have the privilege to view the latter part of their artwork
and these so called "artists" only display the invented self
their real self gets so hidden but like a jack-in-a-box
the real self sometimes would want to break free
and that's when ordinary people get to thoroughly feel the "artpiece"
it can be days, months and even years
before ordinary people can have the full effect
and as critics of these "artists"
we usually end up not liking the artpiece in the end
and walk away from gallery disgusted
and sometimes betrayed
somehow the walkers are actually the winners
because we know that these "artists" are demented
if they can't be comfortable in their own skin
who else can?
we made the decision to walk away and not be deluded
the only thing we probably lost is time
we are on the winning streak because in the end
we don't have to deal with that ugly "artpiece" looking back at us
gone are the days we have to say gosh i regret buying that "artpiece"
but i do question
"why does one even need to invent oneself?"
and of course
"do these "artists" ever get confused between the real self and invented self?"
i think it can be quite confusing,
like it's been said, lies are hard to remember
the truth is easier to get by

so do everyone a favor and have an attitude make over by
drawing a line between your real self and your invented self
pick a side and stay there and don't forget to discard the other self
no one likes a schizo

2:48 AM;
and the camera clicked away

night stories

2wo nights ago, i decided to take a breather
and opened up my window at 3hree in the morning
only to be greeted by 18 stars
yep i counted every single one
straining my eyes from those brightly twinkling ones
to those dimly lighted ones
yesh some might be satellites but
let me enjoy my star gazing moment before you shoot each pretty star down
from where i live, i hardly get the beauty of stars
and well when 18 of them greets you
it's a one in a million moment
then there were 3hree stars that were aligned
so vertically perfect that i was close to taking a ruler
they each had the same brightness ,color and size
it was like triplets but we know there's always an odd member
when triplets comes to comparisons
so could this 3 stars be right beside each other
having the same quality,brightness and every other thing?

having that wonderful night
i decided to take another breather last night
no pretty stars greeted me but what i saw
was just as pretty
at 3hree in the morning, the sky wasn't black
it was a red night where black wasn't on the sky's palette
it felt more like the breaking of dawn but at 3hree
and i learnt that no matter what you hear
animals can predict when it's gonna rain
they are pretty much on the right track
frogs starting croaking from the drains
and before i knew it, lightning made its way on the sky's stage
talk about animal instinct
but i should have known when the sky wasn't jet black
then again how does animals or frogs know
could they also have the intelligence that
because the sky wasn't the color it's supposed to be
rain is an imminent forecast?
maybe we do underestimate the intelligence of
the other beings we share with

what story will tonight breather hold?

12:19 AM;
and the camera clicked away

sleeping dreams

i'm not a frequent sleeping dreamer
dreams during sleep hardly bestowed upon me
some people would rather not have any dreams
as to them when you dream
your brain is still working and not resting
maybe i do have dreams just that
i do not remember them
but i take it that i rarely have dreams

do you realize, in dreams you are the same person you are in real life
meaning if you are an introvert, even in dreams you are one
how is it that you are never the opposite of who you are
when you are not even going through what is going on in your dreams
in the end, dreams are fiction
so why can't your actual self be fiction as well
it's nice to know once in awhile that
you've decided to step out of your comfort zone
just to see how things turn out instead of that
those brain cells deteriorating shite of 'what-ifs'
if only you can distinguish dreams from reality
so that doing what you thought you'll never do
is forgotten the moment you wake up and walk away
no regrets, no embarrassing moments
definitely no string attached

6:32 PM;
and the camera clicked away

shonuff'

i should have known
shame on me

11:17 PM;
and the camera clicked away