too smooth

a person who smittens with you with words
a person who you think has the gift of the gap
will nonethess hurt you eventually because
if he has the gift to say the things you want to hear
he has a bigger ability to say the words you wouldn't want to hear
his words can be so smooth
it'll cut right through you
and you're left to stitch yourself back together

10:44 AM;
and the camera clicked away

bortense

bored + tense

It's gonna be a horrid day toms

she said don't fall
she's wrong
I think i've fallen... deep
too deep infact

the other woman

9:06 PM;
and the camera clicked away

power

power.
something i very much like.

and i think its true.
all the good guys are taken.
but there's always affairs and scandals right
hur hur hur.
oops.. did i say that out loud?

12:35 AM;
and the camera clicked away

if only having you was enough

I have no idea why I'm still awake
I have an 8am class
I am done with my assignment since friday
Whilst others are tryin to complete theirs now
Yet I'm up like I'm trying to complete my work

When you things doesn't seem to go your way
Watching yourself lose control and not being able to control
Is something I can't tolerate
I aim for being in control
Not entirely a perfectionist but just a speck of it
All that's left to do is take a drive
In the night of non existant moronic drivers
And great driving music is what the radio provides
Like as though they knew I needed that
The idea of I am in control of something at least
When I've lost control 90% of things
That 10% of control is enough
Perseverance.
A big word, with a big meaning.
For a small person who can't handle failures.
It's tough.

2:01 AM;
and the camera clicked away

D.E.R.O.B

a talk with no beginning or end
impending explosion from the surrounding

evenful week

i hope it's worth it

I simply can't start
I don't know where to begin

11:17 PM;
and the camera clicked away

of garbage and treasures

in this world,
another person's garbage
is another person's treasure

so i do wonder
have i ever picked up someone's garbage
and in the end it ended as my garbage
left for another person's treasure

12:05 AM;
and the camera clicked away

Random things

Top 5 Pet Names
1. Babe
2. Kid
3. I can't think of the other 3
But if his voice is deep and smooth
Whatever he calls, will be hottt

5 Things found in your room
1. Bed
2. Table
3. Fish tank
4. Mirror
5. Basically I'm just missing a fridge.. lol

Top 5 songs at the moment
1. Foo Fighters - Best of you
2. Gwen Stefani - Cool
3. Wonka Welcome Song.. hahaha
4. Jem - They
5. Jason Mraz - WordPlay

Last 5 things you did
1. Sleep
2. Pee
3. Brush my teeth
4. Answer calls
5. Sneeze

5 things you should be doing
1. Clean up my room
2. My assignments
3. refer to point 2
4. refer to point 2
5. refer to point 2

10:55 AM;
and the camera clicked away

I know we're cool



Bad club organizer
Leaned towards an underaged clubbing experience
Then I met him again
That mister at coffee club express

10:35 PM;
and the camera clicked away

evil friends

I have friends who thrive on my face squirming
Whenever they have pre decided on a place
Just to make me whine and whine
And take back all that whining and vulgarities
At the end

See yesterday they picked me up
Only to tell me we are going Serangoon for dinner
I could have slaughtered the driver
But I'm nice so there we were of course for some Indian food
I've had a phobia of Indian food since I came back a few weeks back
Not that the food sucked but just that I'm sick of Indian food
And well I swore off it for the rest of my life
You do know how exaggeration gets the best of me
But I have to say, the ambience was alright
And the food was fantastic
I was stuffed that I knew I could beat
Those Indian ladies in saris with my stomach
I would have sure put up a mean fight

Then today, they decided for some pizza
Yey! But...
They decided to experiment and order seafood
More like sick food to me
Seafood seriously does not go with pizza
Its best with meat..beef is the best with cheeeesseeee
I love those crab sticks but hell they tasted nasty on a pizza
Its not that bad but I rather be called rigid with my usual
Meat and cheese pizza
Why settle for something new when you having it fantastically?
Then they would slap me and call me a rigid muther you know what
Who never takes risks and will forever be living in mud hole
They get all this just through the food topic

Oh hell school
Thats ok I get to go home at 10
Do you? hrmmm

9:53 PM;
and the camera clicked away

willy wonka



The show that makes me wanna eat Wonka choco bars
Looks so yummy with its kick ass flavors
Who knew Johnny Depp could act
As one damn weird weirdo with those fake dentures
Not forgetting that haairrrr
Somehow his hat or hair never goes out of place
No matter what..

Go ahead and get hold of Wonka Welcome Song
Its cute.

9:10 AM;
and the camera clicked away

Mr Big



The only reason why I can't wait for this movie to be out
Pity they had to make his pic really really small
Well the title speaks for itself
No fair no fair, damn u Hilary!

12:49 PM;
and the camera clicked away