5 things that people here can do
couple wise or nite out wise

1) Eat .
Everyone has pictures of them out eating.
2) Movie .
3) Take photos.
Camera phones are amazing.
4) Walk around .
Eye personally hate this. period .
5) Eat .
We eat a whole lot don't we .

it'll start to mean more
only when you let it

1:18 AM;
and the camera clicked away

more than just that

This is the year I turn the big 2-0
The one where I'm no longer a something teen
But a twen-T.Y and soon a thir-T.Y
And well you don't really realise
Till it gets dropped right on your lap
Or when you're compelled to say it out loud
19 was nice or is still nice
but 20..hrmm
and 21 in the comin year.. man i can vote
But hell who ever gets to actually vote here
Ok back on track
Cute boys have been fallin or appearin out of nowhere
Now listen.. B.O.Y.S.. not men unfortunately
Cute boys still wear sloppy uniform or oversized ones
JC boys never wear their uniform sloppy
Well some do but a minority
So these 'boys' have been around alot lately
And when they mouth I'm 18 or younger
You'll see my volcano becomin a crater
Apparently it seems like these cute adorable men
Suitable for me got lost in the world of looker genes
And it managed to find their way
Bout 3 to 4 years after I was born
Hence the cute secondary sloppy boys
Gosh did I just blog that I have a thing for boys
Urghh sick sick sick
I'm blaming it on the farkin allergy pill I'm taking
It seems that alot of things are not agreeing with my intake
Plus I have this whole blob of pimple on my chin
And it can't be squeezed or be popped
Coz it's just sore and red
And makes me look like I have not 1 but 3 farkin chins

Man this entry should be called
Boys, age and chins

Yip - dee - dooo for me
*rolls eyes*

12:49 AM;
and the camera clicked away

standby

she will be the one to take away his solitude
she will be the one the girls grimace
coz she'll be the one to hold his hand
she will be the one who smiles
coz she knows he's lookin at only her
who is she
she doesn't quite know
she'll know when she turns to be that girl

time is money . enough .

11:26 PM;
and the camera clicked away

"A jelly filled donut with sugar coating ."

Inspiration gets the best of me
Clicks, delete and undo

A day with a conversation with the soul .

1:57 AM;
and the camera clicked away

plain addict

This has happened to me a few times
You have an eye for this particular guy
Call him Mr. A and he has a friend Mr. B
Of course you are attracted to Mr. A
Mr. B is just a friend.. or your friend likes Mr. B
Then one night during one your rare dreams
You begin to have a thing with Mr. B
Let's just say the dream was amazing
Sweet, cute, beautiful and everything else
You wake up and then you doubt yourself don't you
Hey Mr. B is something ain't he
Which comes to.. are you havin feelings for Mr. B
It's worse when this sort of dream relates
To one of your guy friends
The one you hang out with every other day
With that lingering thought that all along
Mr Right might just have been right under your nose


Yesterday I realised I was a lemon tea addict
Yesh I like lemon tea and well an addict would not admit
He is one till its too late
And the story simply goes
Out for dinner with friends
And when it was time to order drinks
My friend just said Lemon tea for her
So off the waiter goes and I question
What makes you think I wanted a Lemon Tea?
And the curt reply was
"You always drink lemon tea.
And when you don't get a lemon tea
You turn a lil cranky and weird."
A few weeks with me and he observes I'm a lemon tea addict
Great.. what an impression
Either he's Mr. Observant or I am a lemon tea addict

5 natural highs

1. Finding money in your pockets
2. Freshly changed bed sheets
3. Development of stomach muscles because of friends
4. Hearing a good song on radio
5. Rain

1:29 PM;
and the camera clicked away

just fine...

Sitting there was eating me
From inside out
It was my place and yet
With you it felt so foreign
Outcasted was the mistake
You saw and yet nothing
Silence from me
Meant the imminent trouble
You did take a stand
But at the moment I was been eaten
Didn't make up for your shinning armour moment
You were just too late
Too damn late

10:21 PM;
and the camera clicked away

I'm fine baby how are you

Before, every question
Directed to me I would always have an answer
It has come to a point where I am dumbfounded
Or have I just refused to answer it
I could deliver a reply to a question I never
Have ever thought off
And though you've had a simple question
Questioned to you many times
One where you have deliberately memorize the answer to
But when the time has come
It harder than I thought to say the words
I've known to sail through my lips


Greg : Can you adapt to changes?
Marissa : I think I am able to.
Greg : Don't think. Can you or can you not?
Marissa : Yes I can.
Greg : That's where you're wrong.
Marissa : How so?
Greg : Here's a change infront of you which you are unwilling to adapt to.

12:20 AM;
and the camera clicked away

jocund

A week
Didn't realise it one bit
No complains..
Takin it all in..
I might just get use to it

I think I almost met my Mr Big
But her Mr Big is better
His charm, his smile , his way
Just him
My Mr Big.. just my Mr Big
:)
Soon Big aye soon..

12:34 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..warmth..

A day can suddenly be so filled
And the next so empty
Filled it may be today
Long it may seemed
Tiring it definitely was

Him .. heh =)
His eyes still sparkles

1:16 AM;
and the camera clicked away

agitation

It's truly amazing
Wherever you go
Wherever you meet new people
There are bound to be people whom
You've met and left before
Who portrays the same character
As those you no longer hold any contact with
The most common thing
Hypocrisy
I bet almost everyone is god damn one
At some point in their lives
If you don't know what hypocrisy means
It basically means putting a smiling face
Despite not liking the person
I admit I am a hypocrite at times
I don't like some people yet I entertain them
But yesh to those I truly could vomit blood
My face shows how I feel for you
It farkin pisses me off coz if you don't like the person
And you bitch to me about it
You don't go and continue making contact with that person
That is just plain dumb
But I have to admit
Maybe you are dumb.. one dumb nut
Really this pisses me off
Hypocrite.. it should be included
As one of the seven deadly sins
It's a damn forgotten sin

2:59 AM;
and the camera clicked away

the man i called dad

I think my dad got abducted by
Non earthlings last night
My dad is a man of few words
My silly antics amazes him
And he basically doesn't laugh
At my jokes but gives a smile
To make me have some face

Today's scenario : -
My dad got a parking ticket
For not abiding the parking rules
That is his parkin coupon exceeded the time limit
He accepts it and says "Ahh how forgetful"
Then we coincidentally happen to drive behind
Those men in uniform who are are parking patrols
On a vespa
And he says out loud

"I have every right to bang these fellas down
for giving me a darn parking ticket."

My jaw drops and I laugh
My jaw drops even further when he says

"Oh yeah its because the Pope died."

I see no sense but I keep my mouth or at least my laughter shut
For the fear of him kicking me out of
The moving vehicle for heaven's sake

That's my dad for you on the 3rd of April 2005.

3:55 PM;
and the camera clicked away

discourse

Is it retribution
Am I wrong to smile and hold my head up high
Cause I've been keepin havin to look back
To make sure it isn't coming for me instead

4 hours of chilling
Continued with overnight chats
Over continuous flow of drinks
That saw us from midnight to the sunrise
To the rain that washed us whole
Retreating home by noon
And another chat for 6 hours
One of those days of how should I say
I was in a conversation the whole day
Where 24hrs weren't enough to keep us
Saying on what was our minds
It's a record
24hrs of conversation with a beautiful souls

Hrmm the chats have made me a night monster
And not forgetting a hungry menace

Mumsey has been agreeing
How sweet..
No looks just eyes of wonder
Its nice .. just nice

2:53 AM;
and the camera clicked away