you give me butterflies

You were there I saw
My heart flew miles away
And your face captured me
I wanted to hold you so close
To caress your imperfections
Till you would hold my hand
And bring me somewhere
Where we can be together
But I'm stretched so thin
Inside I realised I'm the one confused

my mind's in a whirlpool
because of only you

11:21 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..how much longer..

Don't you just get sick of waiting
I think its so true coming from
That credit card advert where
You are basically waitin everyday of your life
You wait for class to be over
You wait at the traffic light
You wait in queue for your lunch
I'm pretty sick of waiting
But I think I'm partially to blame
I don't anticipate what I want
Hence that equals.to.waiting.

I think it's pretty difficult
Not to judge a person by their cover
But sometimes when your gut tells you
They are not your type of people
It pretty much is pointin to the truth
I have not been in my best moods
This past week
Seeing that its only tuesday
People around me have been pissing me off
They are so aimlessly retarded that it's
Amazing that they are surviving
They get so ignorant
And the worse is when they ask for your opinion
But they don't listen in the end
It's not that I always have to have my way
But if you want my opinion
I reckon you listen
For you to agree or disagree is entirely your own
But to not listen then make it seemed
I'm wastin that past hour I'm never getting back
And I wasted my life because of these dumbfarks

This is one other reason why
I'm most probably going to hell
Whilst the rest of the world is in tumbles
I'm grumbling about living people
Screw it..I already feel grumpy for tomorrow

Could you be the one to take me away?

11:44 PM;
and the camera clicked away

say ouhh lala

I was so mad at the world earlier
That I lost my appetite
I was so close to losing it
Coz the bottle's pretty much filled

But a simple girl
Just needs time alone
And she'll be on the top of the world
I'm getting all squeaky & screamy again

He's closer to home then expected
And it's getting more difficult
Because Mr Adventure and Mr FairyTale
Seems to have alot in common
That they even know each other..
How's that for a very shagged Monday

10:18 PM;
and the camera clicked away

Amongst the glazed sweat

I have never tormented myself
Going to town on Boxin Day eve
And well yesterday was a first
Man was it madness
Not to mention how vain people are
In the midst of the crowds
They stop to take a picture
It may seem fun for them
But not when I'm rushin

Ever met a total stranger
And yet he seemed so familiar
Amidst all the chaos
You strain your ears to linger
Onto the words that left his lips
It took just 3 seconds to fall for him

I'm tore between 2
Both who always smell good
But one's an adventure
The other's a romantic fairytale
Yet I write something that's unwritten

It can get so sad sometimes..

10:28 PM;
and the camera clicked away

excruciating pain.
not fair.
where are them pills?

i'm still gonna party
but with much discomfort.
still not fair.

1:29 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..Take me away..

Why is it that
What is beyond your control is
So hard to achieve

I question him everyday
But I get nothin but a ray of sunshine
At times I'm on ends
But maybe that isn't so important

Simpang was tonight or last night
I almost got drunk on Milo Dinosaur
The end.

Ohh Happy Boxin Day Eve..

1:56 AM;
and the camera clicked away

Boredom.Equals.Insults

Today I was called a meanie
Coz I purposely shoved Amelia's hand
Whilst she was taking down notes
Had to be I was bored and well
Her hand looked interesting at that time

I think people who put up
Pictures of them kissing their
Significant other in a tight liplock
Should might as well
Put a video of themselves
Having sex
It's alright if your picture
Could be mistaken for a perfume advert
But not when it looks like
The both of you are tryin to reach
Each other's stomach with your tongue

So today's major bOOoo
Is swallowing each other's stomach
On friendster is a big no no

8:15 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..idiocy..

You know in school
There's bound to be some weird people around
Alright not just in school
Basically everywhere

And this always get me thinkin
I'm pretty amazed by these beings
Coz first of all
What are they even thinking?
Why do they act in that odd manner?

There's this girl who just appears
Then she talks mumble language
Then she's gone..
But I do realise
These weird beings
Then to mumble
Either that or I'm just too freaked out
To give my full attention

I seriously wonder how the parents
Of these weird people see their children
Sad isn't it..
You brought up this child to be some weirdo
Like do the parents realise that
Their kid is a lil out of place
Say he acts a peculiar compared to the rest

Then again my parents already think
I'm demented but I have to admit
I don't mumble

I'm not a snob
I'm just freaked out by you

10:57 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..Monday Blues..

I was so lifeless today
I actually wanted to shoot myself
Halfway through school
No idea why despite having 8hrs of sleep
The best gun I could come up
Was stickin out my thumb the forefinger
Wasn't much of a help in the end

There were those thrilling moments
During lunch where we poked fun
And well Chub had to spoil it
By spitting pits of fountains
Becoz she couldn't contain her water intake
Then again why trust Chub
With a bottle of water and hilarious remarks

On a lighter note,
I'm really lookin forward to this



Mighty fine ain't it

Ah, my energy needs recharging

10:44 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..unfresh appeal..

What used to be a heart racer
Has succumbed to a mere eye candy
The mind has taken control
With the heart tailgating its thoughts

1:46 AM;
and the camera clicked away

Closer To You

Sunday's party was wayyy fun
The ol gang is still as screwy
Came back around 3 thank god I started late on monday
On a bad note, I almost knock down a bangla
Coz he was wearin all black and well it was 2am
I didn't believe at first when Gavin said there was someone infront
I thought he was scarin the crap out of me
Then as we pass by he looked at us
Who knows maybe he wasn't real afterall
We got lost coz Gavin's fantastic idea of a shortcut
Which left us roaming in darkness and isolation

Booo.School's been dragggyyy
Boring ass lessons plus boring ass lecturers
Plus I'm $900 poorer due to Jenny's and Gavin's presents
Major BOooOOoo..

9:12 PM;
and the camera clicked away

timeline

booo. i feel old and frail today.
booo.

12:26 AM;
and the camera clicked away

5 Reasons why I'm broke or at least gonna be

1) My niece rippin my off $40 for mickey mouse vcds every 2 days
2) I owe Dan the Nike limited edition dunks
3) Jenny expects an Xbox from me
4) Gavin's birthday and he has expensive taste
5) Ray's Cartier watch

Because I have stingy relatives
I reckon the money I've received
Only covers reason 1

6:10 PM;
and the camera clicked away

whheett

I'm addicted to Simpanggggg
There were like 15 of us there hanging out
Amazing how we just call one another an hour before
And before we knew it, everyone was there
We were so noisy and laughin our hearts out
I'm so exhausted
And everyone couldn't shut up
Just shows how long we've not met up
We were so occupied with each other
We weren't aware that it was pourin beside us

We had so many drinks that I feel a sore throat coming
I'm gonna crash any moment now..

1:49 AM;
and the camera clicked away

let's stay together

Today's break was wayy fun
Since class was dismissed early
Thank the heavens for that
Which left us with an extra half an hour
Headed to Simpang Bedok
And gosh Milo Dinosaur durin brunch was earth shattering
Plus a large portion of Roti John that almost left me barfin

The best part was sitting in the car
And listenin to Taufik's past performance
Whilst people watchin from the... carpark!!
What a riot
Observing this not very outstandin dude
Take on an outstandin bike
And not wantin to leave the car
Must be pretty weird, a car filled with all girls
And stayin in there for a good 15 mins doin nothin
Prior to that makin fun of a lecturer whom we thought
Was a student as he couldn't park properly beside us

Ouuhhh toms calls for an early one
I better take advantage of the opportunity
When I can still roll around freely
Instead of havin sleepless nites

11:37 PM;
and the camera clicked away

it's you that matters

Don't you just hate bad drivers
What I mean by bad drivers are simply
People who are driving as though they are commit suicide
Plus taking 3 other souls with them
Then they brake and jam on the accelerator
That I feel the pain the car is goin through
On top of that, they can't seem to keep the car straight
They swerve here and there like it's their father's road
It's worse when you're seated upfront
And your eyes get crossed from focusing the white lines on the road
Yesterday was the first I got queasy in the car
I usually never get queasy not even on an airplane
I was so close to toinking the driver's head
But becoz he was a friend's friend
I placed the baseball bat back into my handbag

The horror of school starting toms
Be prepared to hear me whine
And more likely too busy to update
Looking at how the timetable is schedule
I reckon I'll be wiped out everyday
Some days are good though..

Don't you hate it when people complain to you
When they are not satisfied with the problem
And yet when the problem is right there infront of them
They are all smiles and I'm the one gettin the earful
Sometimes I wished I wasn't born the tolerant type
If I were the non tolerant type
People would take into consideration what they are gonna say
I wouldn't have to listen to all this crap
If you're not happy with the problem
Deal with it..not dwell on it..
And lastly I think self pity is one pain in the ass

11:02 PM;
and the camera clicked away

Ain't no sunshine

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she always gone too long anytime she goes away

Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away

And I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know

Hey I'll leave the young thing alone
But ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away

This song makes its way side by side with
My all time favourite Wallflower's Closer To You
Not to mention Marvin Gaye's version just sweetens the whole package

11:23 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..fondant..

I'm so bored shitless today
That I might actually bore myself to sleep now
And I've been realising this since 10
Imagine the horror of looking at the bottom right of your screen
To see that its only 10 and you're feeling sleepy

Gosh school starts on monday
I'm agitated at the ideas of more projects
And other what nots
*points to incoherent classmates*
Suay suay suay is all I have to say
Let's just hope the others make up for it
Arrghhh I'm goin nuts thinking about it

I'm in love with the I Dream song of SI
It's a top notch quality song
Just can't seem to download it

i is missing my jt
lots and lots

11:23 PM;
and the camera clicked away

he was already my idol

When you got people rooting for you
And screaming at the top of their lungs
Despite the lingering thought of losing
You've know you've come a long way
I seriously thank god taufik won
And some of you might say gosh enough of singapore idol
But he's the perfect example of
You reap what you sow
Hats off to him
Watching him slide here and there
Truly orgasmic
A guy who can groove..ouhhh
Plus a voice that leaves your jaw dropping
The same way its impossible to apply mascara with a close mouth
I still like Olinda
And gosh not to mention Jessea
But at least the end result did make up for it

I'm not even gonna mention more about Sly
Everyone has an opinion
Just a matter whether you're tone deaf
Or just plainly lackin of brain cells
No I'm not racist either
It just happens Taufik is a malay
And he improved..tremendously
But hey what's the point in arguing about Sly
The results out..it's official
Prior to that mediacorp is blardy rich now
So far 3 million votes..that adds up to $1.5 million
Enough to get a landed property..
Plus today's god knows how many votes

Lastly a salute to a true idol
Taufik Batisah..
He earned it without any smiles or winks

11:58 PM;
and the camera clicked away