you made it to the other side
now tell me who will be my guide

he still looks cute
amazingly i didn't seem to notice
the alignment fault his teeth has
love is truly blind
he's still cute though

I think I have a memory relapse disorder
Coz I can never replay the short meetings we have
I can't determine what I feel at the moment
You touched my hand till the moment
We had our special glances
Right down to our eye contact
And you always looking out for me
The moment I turn, your there
I will miss how you light up the place with your smile

2:29 PM;
and the camera clicked away

I saw this and just had to post it up
Might not agree with all but most of it speaks for itself

45 Natural Highs

1 Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22 Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27 Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

10:52 PM;
and the camera clicked away

twelve is the new eleven

I think it's quite rude
When people come over
And they say this
"Hey your place is really neat and clean"
I mean you could take it in a good way
But I don't coz it solely means that
People's perspective of you is actually
That you are messy and dirty
Think about it..
If a person is surprised by what they see
Doesn't that mean that they actually expect the opposite
Maybe I'm just irritable by all the
The "when are you getting married talk"
Doesn't help that my 20 year old cousin
Is getting engaged over the weekend
Oh wow..let's pissed them off more
And not get married aye..
Sounds stupid but I would love to see the
Horror on their faces when I say
I'm not getting married
A big shocker than Shutter can ever outlast

When a guy who has a thing for you
Starts working at a nearby convenient store
Is that considered stalking?

I miss my colour phone
Its down at the repair centre
I keep forgetting that I don't have my phone with me
To note down important stuff
Or take precious photos
Bah..

10:36 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..here is gone..

I finally caught The Forgotten
Since I was too much of a wimp to catch shutter
The Forgotten was less scary rendition of a horror flick
It wasn't too bad though
Still shocking but not too bad
Shutter gave me nightmares even before I watched it
It began with me just watching the previews
And before I knew it,that very night
I had a nightmare bout ghosts
call me wimp or what but I can't imagine
If from a preview a nightmare occurred
What would happen if I actually sat through the movie
Incredibles are waayyy too cute..
Pixar rawks..seriously..

Malls are crowded with whiny ass kids
How fun and well at least when I get my next break
It wouldn't be so bad
Got my timetable, not too bad
But geez I'm in the same class as ppl I have been avoiding
Was cursing at 3am whilst checkin the timetable
Bloody sickening and unbelievable
Imagine this I already hate my classmate before it even starts
The horror..still 8am classes
But thurs start waayy at 1pm and end at 3..hmmm

Eughh I'm too lazy to update
Lotsa things to do before school starts again
Christmas & New Year in school..that's a first

6:26 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..tummy says Roooaarrr..

I'm bored
I'm hungry
And I'm sleepy
Amazingly at 12 plus
But I'm still hungry

Daymnit..
Why can't they have like 24hr burger king
Or some quick fast food..plus delivery
Hunggrryyy..

*walks away and grumbles*

12:36 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..you're so hot, you make the devil sweat..

Another night of chilling in town
Till 2 am and clothes smelling of ciggies
It happens when the chillout cafe allows cigs indoors
No I don't smoke..
It smells too much

No sign of shopping guilt
Thus I bought a bag, more watches
Clothes and well other goodies
Oh gosh even the hair smells of cigs
Eughhhh

I found the perfect guy
He doesn't smoke or drink
The only thing is..
He's a sex maniac

3:12 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..shopping guilt not exactly..

Ok maybe i do not concentrate on one area of collection
I go from sneakers to bags to watches to earrings
But I do know I do not have a collection of wallets
I had the sudden urge to clean out my drawers to find 12 watches
Most of them stop working coz I simply didn't like them
Thus not bothering to fix them
And I thot I didn't spend that much
I think I do it's just that daddy doesn't realise it
Compared to brother's spending

So I went mad last season to purchase 8 sneakers at one go
But constantly wearing only 2 of them
I have 12 watches but I wear 2 of them at different times of course
I have 14 bags but I have been using the same one for 2 semesters
So yes there is a reason for me to purchase a bag right
And a watch and of course clothes
I feel guilty already

Ok maybe the bag and the watch will be extras
I need clothes coz I've grown so fat
I can no longer fit in them anymore
Yes that's a good excuse
Becoz I'm hugepotamous I need clothes
That won't tear like the infamous hulk transformation
Only I transform to excessively to huge amount of fats
Compared to the hulk who's fat free
Mind you I remain non greenish too..

The bag and watch gets me more psyched up then the clothes

Man a guilt trip even before the trip

Maybe I wouldn't be so guilty
If I was actually earning my own cash
What's wrong with me
I'm complaining when the cash is free flowing
*slaps head*

4:08 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..schizoid..

I think mothers are plain eccentric
No I'm not dissing my mother
But I'm sure there are times you just wanna pull your hair
And even wonder what the hell she was thinking
Let me explain you about the latter

I came down this afternoon at 3
(Yeah yeah i'm a pig waking up at 2
I take an hour to fully get up and shower u see)
To find strange thai men paintin my living room
They were speaking neither Tamil nor chinese
So it comes down to Thai workers
What is weirder than that is that
They were paintin my livin room
*drumroll please* RED

To make my story more dramatic
I searched high and low for my mother
To find her car missing
She actually left me alone ok not alone
But she left me in the house with THAI workers
With no other men in the house but them!

So I sit there watchin them paint the room
Get redder and redder by the minute
Finally she gets back and her response was
"Oh I just thought the house needed some red.."

But red walls?!!
I mean you could get red curtains or something
Red walls?!!
I wouldn't have mind if it were blue though
I made them stop when there were done with 1 side
I absolutely cannot bear 4 red walls

2:01 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..retards..

Becoz the world is so empty
It calls out to more moron to inhibit this planet
I simply detest someone following me whenever I shop
I mean where's the fun of some stranger following you
Whilst you are gonna purchase something
Which you are probably gonna use
I will call for help when I need one
But seriously the idea of
Follow-the-customer-the-moment-they-step-into-the-shop
Should be bestowed!
It doesn't help that the shop is really squashed up
Meaning that I have to squeeze by you to get to the other end
And you doin the same thing to see what precious goods I'm holding

Contrary to that I think I met the most dumbest salesgirl
I saw something I liked on the show case
And went to the shelf to get a closer look
So there I was looking at the white apparel and then
Noticing the next shelf had something I liked too
Then this magnificent genius comes up to me
"It's on sale and that one is for guys."
Pointing to the apparel on the next shelf
Mind you what I was looking at were jackets
I immediately walked out of the shop
I mean why can't a girl look at guy's clothes
And they were jackets!
What if I happen to be looking for a jacket for my boyfriend?!
I should have just gotten out a post it and wrote
"World's dumbest salesgirl"
And slapped it on her forehead
Ok I'm being melodramatic
It's not like I'm looking at guys boxers or what
But even if I was, why can't it be I'm buying it for someone
And there are girls who wear guys boxers
I've seen it I swear

Some people have Public Relations deep in their blood
That even at 4am in the morning they are still in the mood for chit chat
Usually when I get up to eat my eyes are half closed
And the only action my mouth does is chewing
I rather get up from my chair to get my cup refilled
Then open my mouth to say Water please
I simply simply detest talking at 8 am what more at 4am
Seriously don't ask me this and that coz I might seriously stab you with my fork
And even after 2 weeks of ignorance they still don't get it
They still continue bombarding me with stupid questions
Sheesh the morons I have to put up with

Apparently the phrase "You! Off my planet!" does no justice

What the fark? Jojo is 13?!!
She looks a blardy good 16 or at most 15
She's still in JUNIOR high
Not high school..
Take your time to grow lil girl

4:04 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..incredible..

Can a day be filled with nothing
But pure reminisces of the past
From a perfume sampler woman
Who gave me a slip of perfume
Which he used to wear
That still drives me up the love ladder
The tinge of cologne that I could never get enough off
To a friend making a booking
At a place he loves to dine
Next to a book that the bookstore recommends
That happens to be his favourite author
And lastly the re run of his favourite film on tv

Maybe my day will constantly be a reminder of him
I don't take it to be something bad
Coz at the end of the day
I knew that we had great times
I would be lying if I didn't miss him
It was perfect
That I lost count the times we were having fun
Down to only having 3 fights

There might not be another you
Another one who didn't care what the world thought
One who would drag me out of the car for a dance
One who knew what I was feeling without words
One I felt so secure that I didn't have to worry

And I still love his smell
Coz it describe everything about you
Simply Mr Incredible

12:04 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..infinitesimal..

To think that coming back at 3 am
Would ensure that I would able to crash on my bed
Boy was I wrong
Despite shopping earlier plus dinner cum movie
And crashing at some after dark hangout
Leaving only when it was closing time
But I still find myself tossing and turning

I managed to get a watch
Which commented to be punk-ish
But in brown..go figure
Brown and punk don't go
Plus earrings that I admit are punk-ish
Simply because they were black
And of course other whatnots

I visited him and it looks bad
His eyes screams pain
And seeing him motionless
Pulls my already broken heart
He has been on my mind every few seconds
How can I not think
When the thing that would soothe his pain
Is just a corner away
And I could just hear him linger around
Watching..
I could stare and scream for him to go away
But its his job afterall
But it way to soon for him
I hope he's given another chance
If one has to go, then I guess it's best they do
I still hope he pulls through

6:24 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..whatnots..

Becoz Jason is a measly stingy man
Jenny and I said we were hungry
And guess what he gave up to satisfy our hunger
1 apple,koko krunch and power bar
We had to choose so I grabbed the Koko Krunch
And Jenny grabbed the power bar
Unfortunately for Jenny
Her bad luck never seem to cease
Jason came back 10 mins later

Jason : Jenny the power bar is overdued!
Jenny : What the hell, since when?
Jason : 3 farking years ago!

Jenny immediately gave Jason a kick missing his nuts

On top of that

Jason : Didn't the bar taste old?
Jenny : How would I know, all i know was that power bar didn't taste good
Jason : Then why did u still eat it?!
Jenny : Tell me which power bar tastes good?!

Seeing that becoz I took the Koko Krunch & laughin
Jenny gives me another kick..
Missing me though but I banged my knee against Jason's bed
So I got one big bruise there

Well everyone got something in the end
Jenny consumed a 3 year old power bar
I got a bruise on my knee
And Jason ended with blackmail from Jenny
We found something in his bedside drawer

12:51 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..retribution at its best..

I have to admit I feel guilty
After today's incident at simpang bedok
I was giving Jenny a lashing for
Always askin me out for supper
I mean I feel guilty eating
What more eating at midnight or after
So it happens there were a handful of groups of guys
Everything went fine
And we were on the way to the car to head back
And before I knew it
I turned around to ask Jenny if she wanted something
At the nearby 7 eleven store
She did what we called a gymnast extraordinaire
She trips over a pothole and does a magnificient flip
And for her big finish she lands feet first but bounces down on her butt
Oh my god I'm laughin my head off replaying it in my mind
And the best part was she was eyeing a hottie at the next table
And well the whole table saw her plus other spectators
All I could do was drop my jaw all the way to China
And do what I do best
I burst out laughin coz it was hilarious
So she gives me the finger to help her up
And well we managed to get to the car
And checking that nothin is broken
We find a very big bruise somewhere
For the hottie
He just gives us a big smile and thumbs up when we drove past
I think he means what a way to wrap up a night aye
To add to that, Jenny finds that she splits her pants
I can't imagine if she was wearing a skirt
A hoe down for them guys
I'm being evil
But falling people just screams for fits of laughter
Unfortunately for me, Jenny's never stepping at simpang bedok again
I reckon she would if I tried really hard
Not to laugh or mention it ever again
I guess she's suffering from simpangbedokphobia
Meantime we gotta find another place to grab some suppa

PS I'm still laughing

1:18 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..wistful..

Once again a dysfunctional relationship
Never cease to make me wanna scream
Why does the world always have to revolve around you
Can't you see there's a limit to everyone's patience
Your attitude affects everyone
Then again I'm selfish..as always

People make me puke sometimes
I can't tolerate people who are so full of themselves
Makes me wanna puke
It's a pukey puke world

12:17 AM;
and the camera clicked away

..Wooonnee...

I hate surfing friendster now
Coz they keep showing me the applebee's advert
Making me miss the food there and of course
Where I met hunky Gabe
Even if they had an applebee's here
It wouldn't be the same
Especially without my hunky Gabe
Hur hur hur
Woah flashback..
It was exactly 5 years ago I was at applebee's
How did I remember?
Hunky Gabe was in his Dracula costume
No I'm not a day late
Coz it's still halloween in US now
Hur hur hur
I miss Cisco soooo muccchhhhh

When I'm you
You take me higher

5:42 PM;
and the camera clicked away

..5 is a four letter word..

Does it make sense when someone says
She's in love with him but
She does not love him

After not hearing from ID for god knows how long
He called me in the middle of the night
And the first thing he says is
At lunch time, sit in your parked car with your sunglasses on
and point a hair-dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
I burst out laughing coz he told me that joke
About a year ago and one year later it still cracks me up

I was told one of my ex classmates has cancer
How do you react to such news
Seeing that he looked so healthy
He's hardworking and well he captured hearts of some girls
The moment I was informed I thought of death
How utterly optimistic I am
I dunno maybe it's because everyone I knew
Who had cancer died
Whilst my other friend said he'll be ok coz he's young
I don't think having cancer matters to your age
I guess it matters to a certain extend
Not much but if cancer is in it's final stages
I don't think anything matters
Just the amount of will he wants to fight it off
So how do I diminish the lingering thoughts of death
When I'm told someone close has cancer
How do I have faith in him or her fighting it off
When death is on my mind the moment I see or think about them
He's 18 and he has cancer
Imagine having cancer at the peak of your youth
18 and stricken with cancer
Brings back alot of memories
I don't want to go down this road again
I went through it before
But sometimes history does repeat itself

12:55 AM;
and the camera clicked away